I love life because what's more is there.

Fuck you.

2010-12-15T08:54:00.000-08:00

I wonder why. Why you just don't try to understand. You made me break down, made it worse when I was going through the hardest part of my life. You're my mom yet you never tried to understand. You told me, to inform you when I had a boyfriend. End up, you tried tearing us apart. And now you're saying if I had one and didn't tell you, I'm stupid. In what way I'm stupid? I'm trying so hard to protect my heart. You think you are protecting me. You think everything you have done for me is good. Yes I love you and I know you do too, but that doesn't mean everything you did is correct. Don't you dare come telling me that I should never blame you cuz I brought it upon myself. If you didn't try anything that cruel, everything would have been fine. You torture me, screw me. What else you want? I love you, but for this, I'll never forgive you, never.

Brand new life.

2010-11-21T18:48:00.000-08:00

I'm back to blogging. Rough year, gosh. Finally the exams are over. But it seems so normal. Prom night is over. Even Joan's party. And I won't be able to join my mates netball camp, i hate it. I really wish to work next week but the ladyboss seems, uhm, desperate. Yeah desperate is a good word. Hah. I hope to get braces really soon. I totally need that plastic surgery on my teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeth.

I don't take shits from you. You didn't have any rights to scold me cuz I was helping with everything. The only reason I didn't snap is I don't really want to fight with such a bitch like you.

2010-07-02T01:13:00.000-07:00

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Oooh, geeky.

2010-06-29T06:16:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was first day of school in term 3. Teacher was funny saying we should embrace our inner nerds, hahahaha. School is good and bad. Good cuz' I'm able to go back school again, instead of slackinggggg off. Bad cuz', I CAN'T WAKE UP.

And there was a talk about school attire, reporting time and blahblahblah. And all was changed to earlier, dammit. Due to that I was late today. What? I reached at 730. But still was late, #$^%$&@.

Guess what, so many people were late i think there were about four to five classes of people. Shitty reporting time. Bah.

And Syafiq was superrrr evil, he made me cry :( He actually took a dead cockroach and let it hang infront of my face. I screamed and run like hell, even tripped, but didn't fall(it would be worse if i did). Then, well, i started crying, then laughed -.-

And some of my classmates saw that scene, majority are guys. How embarrassing can that be man.. They were laughing, ahhhhhh. I guess I should be crashing on my pillow really soooooon. Super tired! Have a nice day, or night.

Stop being so serious, please.

2010-06-04T04:15:00.000-07:00

2010 is definitely not a good year for me. But things would be better! (I hope) Well, finally, i got my layout back. Think tmrw im gonna enlarge it. Oh oh! Today had a literature seminar. Thought would be kindof boring. Hahaha, had fun throughout the whole day actually. And Ms Andrea is so crazy over Haresh Sharma. (He's the author of my literature book) Funny.

Fun time with friends like finding mac. Super relieve cuz weather is like killing us with the heat.

And i haven't even post pictures on monday's outing! :x

I wanna move out of my bloody house when I'm eighteen. But, can I.?

Sigh of relieve.

2010-05-15T00:56:00.000-07:00

Finally, Midyear's over. It had been like hell for me. Guess i could take a few days break now... And i changed to the original skin cuz, first, idk how to change one, second, asking for help is so much trouble. LOL. Maybe some day i'll learn to do it.

As for now.. I dont really have anything to do. Sigh. And im hungry, just that i dont feel like eating. What's wrong with me?! Urgh, hell.

Let's run.

2010-04-23T07:27:00.000-07:00

Life has been real tough for me. It's so hard to keep up. I want to escape from everything. Putting up with smiles and all everyday just because I don't want anyone to worry about me. It just sucks to the core when people don't appreciate it. I'm so tired of life. I'm tired of everything. But I can't leave everything behind and go off. That would be unreasonable and dumb. Or maybe, I should stop torturing myself already. If there were anymore damages done to me, I don't think I'll be able to handle it. But what can I do, I created this mess afterall. God, can I just shut myself off from this world?

All i can do is apologising.

2010-04-10T22:46:00.000-07:00

I'm really sorry.
I didn't mean to break your heart this way either.
It was a hard choice, for both of us.
I hate my mom.

Deep shit.

2010-04-09T01:00:00.000-07:00

The day was so great until 2 hours ago. Urgh. Damn. Nvm. How long have I not posted man.. Guess have been really tired. And people are getting sick this few days.. Wonder if it were some pandemic or what. Ytd there was like ten absentees. Seven were sick, three went for musical rehearsal. Then two more went home during Literature.

Total, twelve not in class.

Wth man. And the class is like oven everyday, toasting us. I could barely stand the heat. It's so excruxiating! So nice weather so good now :D (raining is not good, but the coldness is)

Oh yeah, now I seem to just understand what my teachers are saying. Like finally I'm having more great teachers and a nice tutor :) Then I realise, I'm stupid last year. Bah -.-

And tmrw is musicaaaaaal. Hahahaha, wth.

Always the same.

2010-03-27T22:02:00.000-07:00

Sigh. Was suppose to meet Ms Lo for PTC. But then, dad wasn't free to wait for the grandmother to finish her speech.. So ended up meeting my form teachers, Ms Andrea and Mdm Fazelah. Had bad results. I mean, really bad.

I wanted to cry so much, but held back all my tears.

Then at one moment, Idk if it were just me or, well I thought Mdm fazelah looked at my dad, then at me and smiled, the kind that says are-you-thinking-what-im-thinking.

I know Im just talking gibberish. Whatever.

Things that have to be done are piling up like never before. I really need to buy a mini whiteboard to remind self. Wth.

Reasonable reason.

2010-03-24T06:41:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, it's not what you think.

One more week.

2010-03-14T06:19:00.000-07:00

It's too long.

Afraid.

2010-03-13T01:53:00.000-08:00

Really feel like deleting blog arl... Super lazy to blog -.- Sigh. School has been as tiring as ever. Im struggling to catch up, but, im like totally clueless, esp when it comes to math. Oh god please save me, lol. DIE.

But well, i atteded Adam Khoo's workshop. It's really motivating. But I wonder when, then I'll start to realise, Os is getting nearer and nearer. The clock is ticking fast, yet I'm still not doing much.

Urgh.

Nvm, now, I'll go study my chinese. Sigh. Wish me luck.

That one dollar is definitely worth it!

2010-03-05T18:57:00.001-08:00

Ytd was boring plus hot plus okay plus funny. After school, waited with Hafizah and Syafiq for the bus to CCAB to come. Oh, we were gg CCAB to watch soccer match.

Then when the game start, I have no idea why, the graduating people are cheering for only Sugi, and Sugi-.- Hahahaha, weird bunch of people. Well, we can win actually, but lots of ball just went out instead of in the post. Well, they still got second.

Then after that took bus back to school, and some weird people started to sing, apparently in a really #&%@*#!@^&* way. Cannot tahan siah-.- So Fizah was nice enough to share me one of her earpiece, hahahaha.

Reached school, bus-ed to lot one. Bought food, home.

I need.

2010-03-04T05:53:00.000-08:00

Bah. School is soooooooo @#*#$@#&()%*#!@. Nvm. Life now is like struggling. I'm really trying to do my things now. But seems just so difficult. What a high price to pay for not studying hard in sec three, urgh. I just hope i can make it in time when Os ard the corner.

Well, and today, seems okay. A little emotional, but it's okay now. Hope Syafiq can be like now :) Then the fucking weather is so bloody toot I tell you. Screw the sun. SUPER HOT SIAH. My brain is melting! LOL.

And I don't really have anything to blog about anymore.. So, hope everyone has a nice rest tonight. Goodnight earthlings.

Sinking deeper.

2010-02-19T03:42:00.000-08:00

Art is so damn stressful. I can't draw, for some reason, and I have no idea why. Hope I could draw ltr on. And god, school's getting really stressful. Urgh. Whatever.

Tmrw gg to celebrate Chinese New Year with my bitches, weeee.

Life's so tiring, I feel like giving up.

If only I can just shirk all the responsibilty.
If only I can sink deeper, and deeper, until nobody could reach out for me.
If only.

oh, one more thing.

2010-02-14T20:54:00.000-08:00

it was valentine's day ytd and, gah! Didn't manage to celebrate with baby :( due to chinese new year. Ah, hope we can celebrate belated one! :)

The weak person.

2010-02-14T20:40:00.000-08:00

Chinese new year second day, weeee. What should I say.. Okay, school days totally sucks, of cuz. And chinese new year is just so relaxing~ anw, happy new year!

So ytd was like, woke up, watch tv, ate lunch, then watched feng yun II. My mom was shouting at me, my dad and my brother that we should bathe and go out. All of us,'watch finish this we go.'. Lol, she was irritated, obviously, hahaha.

Finally, went out. Gosh, im wearing heels that kill(okay, maybe it's just me). After visiting, went home, eat dinner. Watched tv(again). And today, gg to buffet restaurant! :P

Let's ride on the rollercoaster.

2010-02-06T07:55:00.000-08:00

Life has been... Tiring. Today, okay i enjoyed myself :) though not at the morning and early afternoon. But nvm. Let's forget abt the past. Went to botanic garden with baby, drummer and fatin.

Took pics for art. And i saw ppl taking wedding photo. Went to them and asked, 'uhm, can i take photo of you two? For my art assignment.'. They were okay with it! :D hahahaha. Then continued to take pics.

Walked a super long way to bustop. We even walked passed CCAB-.- finally reached bustop. Took 67 back to cck. Bought food. Then baby sent me home.

I love you.

2010-01-23T21:16:00.000-08:00

Gosh, how long have i not updated.. Nvm. Won two matches in last week, hooray! But still, it's a boring long week. Ytd had tuition. Hmmm, not bad. Now i know a little basics of science. And a little revision on math. Met up with baby after that :) Walked ard the mall and stuff. Then he sent me home. Okay, IM. SO. BORED. TODAY. WHAT. THE. FUCK. SHOULD. I. DO.

Lost.

2010-01-21T04:08:00.000-08:00

This morning, was late AGAIN. Grrrrrr. Hate it, hate it. I pressed 'stop' instead of 'snooze'-.- Urgh, phone got confiscated again. Was told to see Mrs thong-.- Whatever. Then went to assembly, almost fell asleep. Maths, then recess! Weeeee, food :D

Had boring as ever Mother Tongue. Then Art. Had a one on one talk with Mdm Fazelah. Cried, again. Her talks always made me come to realise that I hafta buck up. Left halfway through lesson. Ate, then yadayada blahblahblah.

Reach RVHS, warm up. Game start. Played a quarter. Won the match! Oh, it was against Pioneer Sec. Back to school, cheer! Miss Heo experienced our tradition while hugging her first aid kit, hahaha.

Math lesson, then bus-ed to Lot One. Bought food, ate. And my phone can only get it after detention :'( Sigh. Well overall was a long, long day. Tired as always.

Knots.

2010-01-16T04:34:00.000-08:00

Don't really have loads to update, school is as mundane as ever-.- Well, except for one thing. People all got emotional during art lesson. Well, not all, just the girls. Crying like idiots. It's like my eyes became like tap and it can't stop running down with, uh tears. It's good, made me realise how much my mom actually done for this family, for me.

Then next day, which is friday, went to NAFA, but I didn't ejoy the trip at all-.- Stuffy, sweaty, swarmed with students, the flight of stairs and a bad bad tourguide dont sound really appealing, right. Then had an argument. But ended up okay, haha.

God, having tons of homework and stress from both school and family. And, I got my art exam questions arl. How great can that be-.-

Free your mind.

2010-01-10T05:34:00.000-08:00

yawn, have no idea why I'm so tired. Ytd went to NYP, listened to the business management. Seems nice, kindof interested in tourism and hospitality. Then ate mac, trained to Woodlands.

Walked to RP, meet up with friends there. Took loads of pics, hahaha. Then walk to CWP. Bought things at popular. Home.

And now,I'm just damn tired. Goodnight earthlings.

City of hell.

2010-01-08T06:15:00.000-08:00

So fast and a week has passed. Well, first day didn't went school due to chickenpox. Went on second day. Realise school rules are getting fucking stupid like lining up after recess and having to wear non-ankle socks and etc etc.

Wednesday had training. Tiring for me cuz' had been slugging on bed for past two weeks. Well, nice thing was coach bought brownies for us. Not really a fan of brownies, but yum! :P

Next day was really @^*$%&! Cuz Mdm Fazelah caught me with hidden socks. Pfft, cellphone got confiscated, and will only be returned back if i buy socks at bookshop. Guess what, the socks are super 'cute'. I can play soccer with that, uh almost-.-

After school went SP. Went to this 3D room, cool, eyes super tired. Then went to SMA, fun. Dynah and Shahari scared, cuz of a place where you can literally see through the metal floor to downstairs. Well, scared of heights-.-

Nothing much interesting happened today. Oh, there is. Fizah is in the same class as me for English. After a year, we're back studying tgt again, hahaha.
And i should really update my blog's songs, lol.

Break a leg.

2009-12-24T22:32:00.000-08:00

Ho ho ho! MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Actually, the reason for this post is because I'm too darn bored. And and and, cousins are back :D Hope I'll be able to recover from chickenpox(fish said it as duckpox). Suppose today can go to church for christmas celebration, but... well chickenpox sucks.

This is such a short post, hahaha whatever. Bye.

Same same, but different.

2009-12-20T17:47:00.000-08:00

Let's start frm friday. Met up some of my 2-5 classmates at CCK Station. Then trained to Bedok, meet Dynah up. Got kindof lost ard while searching for ntuc. Then Emily called and said wanting to meet me at Toa Payoh. Met Emily, bought the stuff we wanted, then we bus-ed to PP. Cab to ECP and met my dad there. Gave me 20 bucks :D

Changed, then went looking for our classmates like really crazy. Found them finally, fooled ard. Then we start to help to marinate the food. I love hotdogs the best :) ate a lil'. Then at night we hang out on the shore. And i love barcardi. Tell me who doesn't, hahaha. Did crazy things there, hahaha.

After that went to nearby coffeeshop with my biatches and hangout. Sorry fizah, drank your sugarcane away, hehehe.

Went back to our tent. Chitchatted, then we started on the 'p-talks' *inside joke*. Dynah was the only one sleeping, lol. Then ended up, all decided to sleep. Slept at 5. Woke up at 7-.- i thought it was arl 10, lol.

Washed up, then rented bicycles. Rose to area c for breakfast at mac. Yummm. After that we ride bikes back and fro, just for the sake of riding. Went back to return bikes. I hate the bicycle shopkeepers. Dishonest bastards. Oh ya, it was kindof raining heavily. Got ourselvels soaked. Waited for the rain to stop at toilet. Went to eat at coffeeshop again after that. Then trained home.

Slept for entire 15 piggy hours, hahaha. Wakeup, and found myself to have contracted chicken pox-.- omg, itchyyyyy, urgh.

Sweet sixteen.

2009-12-11T18:15:00.000-08:00

let's start up with thursday:
Went to meet up classmates at cck. Then trained to Harbourfront. Adli joined us. Then trained to Sentosa. Walked to palawan beach. Found a spot for our bags, changed. And splash, hahaha. Went up sea after quite sometime.

Then we moved to tanjong beach. Gosh the sea there is soooo clear that we can see our own feet, niceeee, hahahaha. Then after that bathed. And then, suffering awaits. SUNBURN D; my face is like moulding :(

Friday:
Meet Syafiq. And I was late*guilty looks*. We kindof walked ard the mall, sat at roofgarden. Then we decided to book movie tickets. He got no specs, so accompanied him back to take his specs since there was still time.

End up, he lost the specs. Sigh, wonder how he watched the movie. Oh, watched Planet 51, super cute movie, hahaha. We hangout for awhile, then he walked me home. He gave me present, so sweet of him :) homed.

Five more days.

2009-12-06T07:08:00.000-08:00

Okay, my blog is like DEAD! Hmmmm. Went out with Iffah today. Did a lil' shopping, while she did alot. Running low on cash... Urgh. Oh, few days ago had helix piercing. Okay not the point.

Went to Iffah's house first. Then her younger sisters, so cute. One is four year old, she keep looking at me, then she asked, 'what your name?'. The another one came out from toilet and see me, exclaimed, 'eh mak kau!' -.-

Traied to bugis. Ate, then we went to walk around at bugis street. Iffah says she's like never went there before. So walked around and bought a shirt and dress. It's on sale baby! Then went to bugis junction. She bought blusher.

After that, iluma. Stayed in Sheer Romance for quite long, looking for bikinis. It's so niceeee! Maybe I'll be the usual customer there :D Wooooo~

While training back, we were like, talking non-stop. Just like ytd night, talked for four hours. Hahahahaha. Tmrw might meet her up again, I think.

OMG MY SCHEDULE IS SO PACKED. Tmrw, go find bikini. Tuesday, netball carnival, extreme, 0700-1900. Wednesday, most probably be at home. Thursday, class outing at sentosa. And friday, my birthday and ********.

Apple, orange, banana.

2009-11-21T01:46:00.000-08:00

I know I'm always late for blogging, haha. Whatever, it's not like people are reading it anyway.

Let's start from my camp.

First day:
Wasn't feeling well in the morning so went late for the first day. Very late. Dammit. I missed out loads of things. Sigh. Nvm, still got to play afterwards. Funnnn :D Played lots of games. Saw coach's 'classic moment'. Then had dinner. Nightwalk with librarians. Thought it was scary, end up.... -.- SO BORING LO. Hahahaha. Then when back to classroom with team. Wash up, wait for Yuxiang. Then slept.

Second day:
Breakfast. Then after that bus was late-.- So while waiting, we played a game of frisbee :D All the frisbee was like, wobbling around. We all dont know how to throw ._. Hahahaha. Then bus came! Bus-ed to West Coast. Played water games. The water is so.... DIRTY. Yes, dirty. And there's leaves, mud all. So imagine I put that inside my mouth. HAHAHA EWW.

Then we washed up, bus-ed back to Regent. Ate chicken rice for lunch. Yum. Then rest for awhile, played lots of different games. Superrrr tired. Then had bbq at night. Briefing, then before we slept, we had our wish fulfilled :D *inside joke*

Third day:
Breakfast, then had morning dance. Hahahaha, super cute. After that had a 4v4 game. Exausted. Bathed. Watched video made by Miss Tho. So nice of her. Break camp, then went to Lot One with my BFF, Emily and Fizah. Slack for awhile, decided to go home, cuz felt super lethargic.

Home sweet home. Then chatted with Syafiq for awhile. And I fell asleep from 6 to almost 5 in the morning. Syiok. Prepared, went out for Bukit Panjang Govt. High League. Was postponed, due to lightning risk. And suppose to go again next day, but then I fell sick. Urgh.

Good news was, both C and B division got medal. Hahahaha. Oh, did I mention i played in C division? Lol. Not enough player. Then just nice my position and the young looks, suited for C division, HAHAHAHA. Okay not the point.

Ytd my aunt brought along her two doggies, Lucky and Coco, to let my family look after cuz she's going overseas. 12 days. I got to endure them for 12 days-.- Sigh.

Fighting for peace is like fucking for virginity.

2009-11-15T00:28:00.000-08:00

Boreddd. That explain this random post, hahaha.

Oh ya, camp's TOMORROW! I'm already feeling the tirednessss. And fun :D Woo. But I haven't pack yet, same goes to Emily and Fizah, hahaha.

And, and and, I NEED A JOB. I NEED A DAMN JOB. Lacking of money, you see, hahaha. I need money! Muahahahaha. The first thing I'm gonna do if I got my job and first salary, IM GOING TO BUY MY HOUSE A NEW HOUSEPHONE. The current one, sucks.

I skipped church today btw. I told them I needed extra timing to pack, heehee. And now I could tweet by texting to 9000! Now, I can tweet whenever and wherever~

Gosh this post is full of weird stuff! Well.. What an awkward ending to my post. Bye. HAHA.

Seaweed drunk.

2009-11-11T03:39:00.000-08:00

Woo, life's great.

So for the entire two weeks was, going to school for extra lessons. Then, monday did soft rebonding. But it just fucking sucks so much that I can die.

MY HAIRROOTS ARE SPOILED. THEY'RE SCREWED. THEY ARE WEIRD, DISGUSTING AND JUST FUCKED UP. ARGH, CAN'T BE ARSED.

So I've been having bad hair day for the pass two days. Oh hell. Then ytd was, boring. Nothing much to elaborate.

Today. Met Dynah outside Yewtee mac. Was thinking to go school for our classes, but end up ate at mac for breakfast, met Fizah, Haisha and Liya at KFC. Then yada yada blah blah blah. Bus-ed back to school as there was training.

Went up class first as there are still classmates inside. Fooled around with them. Then went down as training was starting. When going down, well, Idk if I should mention now, haha.

Training was @%#$^$%!@%^@^. Was feeling really unwell just at the starting of training. So asked for rest and ate a panadol. Then training ended. Briefing for camp. Bus-ed home.

Baby, I love you.

Mistakes become regrets.

2009-11-07T06:41:00.000-08:00

I know this is pathetic, but it's the only photo I had for Halloween.
I still think I need tanning.

The photo shows why, hahaha.

Gahhhh. Emily told me to go for an interview at Borders. So today went interview with Emily. She couldn't get the job, underage. I couldn't get a job, too, cuz was underage as well, by a month. By a fucking month, A FUCKING MONTH.

So the guy who interviewed us says will consider me, but I'm not having high hopes. Sad face :( WHY AM I A FUCKING MONTH AWAY FROM 16. Nevermind, yh, get over this. Okay, got over this arl. Maybe not, hahaha.

Then planned to go ION Orchard, so will be easier to meet up Em's mom. But changed plan cuz I gotta go Paragon to meet my aunt. Wooo, bought a shoe at Metro :D Then aunt helped mom to buy some Shiseido products. Went to meet Em's mom after that.

Trained home with them. And Emily really enjoys irritating her mom, hahaha. Her mom just don't care, I think her mom got used to the irritating treatment arl.

The journey going back was HILARIOUS. I view few photos of Emily's chinese idiom, was laughing my ass out like hell, hahaha. Her brain is really filled with creative gibberish. Shall end this post with me praying hard to get this job, wooo.(though I got a feeling I won't, nevermind, *praying harder*)

I realise I'm really being sucha dumbass.
What the hell is wrong with me. I just let it go and I've a twinge of regret.
Screw self.
Shit, I still miss him.
Ah whatever, hahaha.

Life is short, have an affair now.

2009-11-04T04:01:00.000-08:00

Was supposed to attend lesson at 8am.. But I overslept. So, woke up at ard 1pm, received a text frm Fizah asking if I wanna meet.

Showered, prepare and stuff, then bus-ed to her house. Her mom cooked fried laksa, yummayyy :P After eating, told Fizah to help me a lil' of my blog. End up, she helped me almost with the entire thing. Wonder what's a motive being so kind... HAHAHA. But well, thnks a lot Fizah for helping me with my blog.

Went to lot one, sat ard at rooftop. Chitchatted loads of things, like usual. Then bought dinner, homed.

Currently having flu :( HATE YOU, FLU. SCREW YOU. Grrrr.

Let's come together.

2009-11-01T01:30:00.000-07:00

TRICK OR TREAT! Btw, Happy belated halloween^^

Had fun ytd. Went Dynah's house. Ate lunch, her grandma has nice culinary skills. Thn met up Eera at Woodgrove. Eera and Emily bought 'equipments' for Halloween.

After that went back Dynah's place, watched show. All painted nails except me. Headed out to buy bags to store candies, buy Eera's dress and Em's shoe and contact lens. Got myself one too.But lost it :'( Sadded. And oh, th word of th day was, come. Yeah let's come tgt babeh ;D

Thn was super late lah! Got back Dynah's place and all were rushing with hair, clothings, and in my case, brastraps too. Thn did my hair, uh kindof, thn make up. Can't believe I done my make up in less than 15 minutes. Lol. Fastttt, hahaha.

Went to th bangalow estate near Dynah's house. Got loads of candies frm ppl there. They are so friendly and sweet! :) And, th houses there are. WHOA. There's swimming pool, water fountain and even a corridor in th house that's able to contain more than 3 cars. Cool or wd! My dream house~

Went home with Eera and Emily after th whole thing. Had lots of fun. My first Halloween :D Th candies are nice, btw. But, they are gonna give my body and teeth big big trouble. Tsk tsk.

Photos will be posted sooon, hahaha.

So fast, it has been more than a year already.
Let's hope, he will stay, forever.
But no matter how long he's gonna stay,
he will never be able to pay back what he had done, for the past eight years.

Black beauty.

2009-10-28T08:51:00.000-07:00

Hmmmm.. Watched movie during art lesson. Great show. Thn had a few boring lessons. And oh, played game during chinese lesson. Fun :D love my chinese teacher. She suggested for a movie with th other five students during hols. Cool.

And thn Riyadh borrowed my nailclipper frm me. So regretted lending him. Ewwww. And thn he had fun stapling my skirt and hair.

Thn Dynah, Melissa and Wynne did something really funny and all kindof weird noise came out frm them. Syafiq was so irritated, he changed sit, hahahaha.

Had trg after school, hell. Jump frm bottles. Did drills and stuff. Had a game but I didn't play. Thn sprinted laps. Briefing, hang ard, homed. Muscle cramps await for me tmrw, arghhh.

And one last thing! We're gonna get a niceee, new jersey! Oh love it! :D

Made me not want to feel again.

2009-10-24T02:06:00.000-07:00

I must have been blind,
not to see the spaces created day after day.

Love, could destroy your heart.

2009-10-23T06:07:00.000-07:00

Time flies.

For a moment, I still dk my new classmates. Thn it's end of year already. And I'm gonna be a year older, soon. Wtf am I saying all this now-.- Hahahaha.

Didn't really had much interesting things happened during this whole damn week. Okay, my results, aren't appealing, just like last year. Shit. Last year, I said I'll buck up, but results yet turn out th same. I really need some discipline. Tsk.

But Mr Low told me that I got promoted. Infact, th whole class did. Phew~ Ah, my makan date :P Hahahaha. And, life after exams is so #@$&%@%$ boring. Gahhhhh. I wanna watch (500) Days of Summer.

Oh ya, some of th photos frm netball gathering. Also didn't upload them on facebook, too lazy. Hahaha. Lots of candids.

Debt crisis.

2009-10-19T03:41:00.000-07:00

hmmmm..

Okay lets start on saturday:

Was getting ready to go Santhia's place for her open house thn Eera came along with her sister Hilda. Walked to Santhia's place and we were th earliest. TH EARLIEST. Her relatives weren't even here yet, haha. Awkward, but it was a miracle that I was so early.

Sat ard, chitchatted, waited for th others to reach but they was very late, so decide to eat first, since we were starving. While eating th others came. Thn yada yada blah blah blah..

Went to room and was playing ard, haha. Thn at 1700 leaves Santhia's place. Bus-ed to lot one. Meet Emily and Fizah thn trained to Bukit Batok.

Ate at Swensen. Mmmm, yummy~ Th bill's on Yuxiang. How kind of her. Omg, feel damn bad for her to pay. Imagine, th bill was over 200 bucks.

And we got told off by th waitress there cuz there were customers complaining that we were too noisy XD laughed too much, lol, hahaha.

Thn she even treated us to arcade ltr on. It's been idk how many donkey years since i step into one. I played with Yuxiang racing car and... Omg... Thn played shooting and this thing, i think it's called 'air hockey'. Not sure.

I won Yuxiang :D *proud*. Okay i knw, strange. Trained back CCK. Bought vodka with Emily :D thn bus-ed home with her.

Thn ytd went jogging alone. *Aching*

Today:
Fizah came to my house, waited for me to be ready thn we went to canal to jog. So i jogged for two times arl. *aching more* Fizah almost died frm jogging.

Finished th morning jog, walk back to my house, thn bathed. Thn went to lot one to have breakfast at LJS.

Hang ard in Lot one, thn bus-ed home. Omg, my body is achiiiiiiiinnnggg! Damn!

Life of debauchery.

2009-10-15T08:25:00.000-07:00

Finally, hell's over.

Haven't had my beauty sleep for last four nights. First two nights, slept at 2 plus in th morning. Third night was th worse, 5am. When I woke up ytd, was like falling asleep while bathing-.- thn ytd night, slept at 1 plus. Couldn't stand th tiredness. Actually fell asleep while pasting pics. My eyes were still open._.

Went to sch like super damn late. Thn reached sch and Wynne was like,'Yinghong, you look so pale'. And I knw, I looked damn haggard :( my layout=crap. Ughh. After sch hangout in lot one. Lazy to elaborate. Th only thing was,
talked super lots with Wanah. Hahahahaha.

Went home, and 'prap'! Flat on th bed! Rejuvenated :D

It was a hard battle

2009-10-10T21:55:00.000-07:00

Ytd was greeaat :D

Woke up at 10 30am and prepare to go out. While preparing Dain texted me saying she can't go last minute :( Thn yada yada blah blah blah, done with things, and went out.

Turns out, Dania was th earliest while I was second. Eera, Emily and Fizah arrived awhile ltr and we al headed to Dynah's place. Couldn't really get used to heels and I kept wanting to fall, cuz I couldn't balance well in th train, with heels-.-

Reached Dynah's house, camwhored like bitches, touched up on my make up, ate, thn set off to Fizah's house.

Fizah's dad cooked meehongkong, I think.. Yea. Thn were told to go to her mom's room cuz got other guests, haha. This time, Syahira helped Fizah with make up, but it was a lil' disaster, so, Dynah touched up. Thn Dynah helped me with make up too.

And thn.. Dynah broke Fizah's mom's bodyshop eyeshadow. Ouch.Tried to fix it, but couldn't. Thn bus-ed to Dania's house. Ate fried chicken, yum~ Thn watch The Simpson's Movie. OMG everyone rmbered th part that th boy(can't rmb name) skated, naked.

HAHAHA. Last house was Syahira's house. Ate lontong while watching Monsters-In-Law. I still love that movie, haha. I love lontong too, haha. Went inside Syahira's room and we camwhored more crazy photos like bitches, again, haha.

And thn, Emily knocked my lips with her watch-.- and Dania, snapped down th pic. Ah, wd a coincidence.

And th eggs below are eggbird's cousins. Origin of Eggbird: a normal egg frm Fizah's house which Dynah stole and make th egg her baby and she was kissing it eventhough she knew th fact that th egg came out frm th hen's asshole.

PHOTOS:

Sexy bombs.

2009-10-09T08:35:00.000-07:00

Ahh.. Today's paper, Maths and Literature. I have not much hopes on both of them. Oh my god, please let me pass *praying hard*.

Suppose to get kebaye frm Dania, but she forgotten to bring it just now, so decided to follow Dynah to meet her friends at woodlands first. Oh well, she got quite a variety of friends, funny.

I acted as idk malay and was holding my laughter cuz th way they talk... hahahahaha. Ended up they knew and one of them said so lucky didn't talk behind my back, haha. Trained back to CCK thn meet up Dania at SouthView to collect baju. Trained back after that.

I knw it sound dumb for me to be excited for tmrw, but I'm really excited, hahaha. And, I miss him :(

Heart of greed.

2009-10-02T03:37:00.000-07:00

Oh my god.

Mom says I looked more haggard, I realised it too. Hope I won't get wrinkles like how my class boys do, hahaha. EOY and some miscellaneous stuff have been killing me, bit by bit. Sigh :(

Thursday, which is ytd, I had my EOY first paper, English. After two times falling asleep during English paper, I learnt my lesson. This time round, I didn't dare to put my head on th table. And surprisingly, I did finish my paper on time! :D Though I keep getting distracted by my own thoughts..

Thn after English paper went straight to Lot One to catch a movie. Aina ajak Dynah, Fatin, Fizah and me, but Fatin couldn't make it, and Santhia joined us. So it was just th five of us. Watched FAME. Got really bored at some part of th movie though it's really nice at th dancing part :D

Aina and Santhia went home after that, thn hang ard in Lot One for awhile, and went home.

Today, had Chinese paper. I guess I would be able to score for Chinese. Nth much happened. So, after school I went home, slept. And now, I GOTTA START ON ART, LIKE SERIOUSLY.

I felt so guilty. I'm sorry. Really sorry. I didn't mean it. It just, happened.

Try again. Fail again. Fail better.

2009-09-25T09:59:00.000-07:00

Hectic week. Has been feeling lethargic like @#*$!@$!%^%@&*. Eyebags and eyerings forming, hell.

Sigh, bored and tired to death. Exams round th corner, I'm not prepared for it yet. Oh hell. And I've been reeeeaaal forgetful these days. Wonder what's distracting me.

Oh gosh, I keep forgetting to email Alan. Shit, gotta do it ltr. *must rmb* And Iffah randomly ajak me go gym with her tmrw, for some reasons ^^ You knw, I knw, hahaha.

*yawn*, guess I gotta catch some sleep now. Goodnight earthlings :D

Starry, starry night.

2009-09-18T09:27:00.000-07:00

Great mood~

Tsk tsk tsk, I'm always too careless. Won't say why, just to play safe.

Hmmm.. Was almost late for school, again. Thn I have been doing 'poing-yo-yo-yo-yo' to Wynne, HAHAHAHA. She has been trying to learn, but nooooo~ she still can't get th hang of it yet.

Thn yada yada blah blah blah, chemistry I learnt something, finally, hehehe. Though most of th time I was copying Syafiq's work, I still try to learn, haha.

Oh ya! Learnt a new thing^^ Taught by Dinah, hahaha. She was like, Yinghong! Look how i hold my file infront of my face without using my hands to hold xD And she used her bra. I tried too, hahahahah. Told Miss Lee about it and she was giving us th wth face, hahaha.

After school, waited for th poeple to go for audition, well thn, Delvina was damn funny. Hush puppies, right..

Waited for too damn long and decide to go back home with Fizah. Boarded bus and reached home ard 5pm.

Some like it long, but most love it thick.

2009-09-11T09:32:00.000-07:00

Sooooo damn lazyyy to update, but well, I guess it won't hurt, hahaha.

Wednesday went to library with Jiapo, intend to study... But end up, WE TALK. Sigh, with him, confirm one lah, haha. Thn Jiapo left at 4 30pm while Fizah joined shortly after. Talked here and there with Nabila and Dania, thn me and Fizah set off to Jurong Point first.

Well, reached there and we window shopped :P And we were suppose to go to Banquet to find seats. Finally went to Banquet to find seats. Thn not more than 10 minutes ltr Dania and Nabila joined us.

Both me and Fizah got a lashing frm Nabila, hahahahaha. Finally found a seat. Chitchat ard, bought food, and MAKAN! :D

Walked ard more in Jurong Point after eating. And ohh! Me and Fizah came across this shop before gg to find seats. Lead Dania and Nabila inside. It's full of nice and weird stuff, hahaha. Weird like nipple shield, lolololololol.

Took 172 back. Alighthted at somewhr near my house, and I was lost, for a moment-.- Yes, even in my own neighbourhood, what th hell man. Such bad sense of direction I have. Lucky saw 307, and recognise where I was.

Reached home like 9 plusplus.

Nail issues!

2009-09-01T01:11:00.001-07:00

Well, been quite a long time since I updated. Been really lazy to update, heh. Ytd was alright, went to school as usual and like normally, I was almost late :P Yada yada blah blah blah, did art and got results and stuff. Ohh ya, had phototakings. Cool and bluekh, hahaha.

After school had phototaking as well, but it was netball phototaking, not class. And coincidently, both teacher in-charge were absent. So we took without teachers.

Went back home straight as I will be going to Vivo at evening to support Yizhen jiejie for her herworld make over competition or something like that. And of cuz to meet Sandra and Alan as well for th last time before they go back UK! :D

Prepared and went out. Reached there, but they were late. Waited for abt 30 minutes. Thn they reached. My aunt came too.

Went to TANGS and stood there and looked ard. Saw alot of mediacorps artiste. Thn me and Sandra went to get cocktail. When Alan joined us after meeting his friend, he went with me to get some. But end up couldn't cuz th guy realised he's underage. Weird, and I looked and am younger than him, hah. Okay not th point. Moving on..

Finally th whole thing finished at abt 9pm. Though Yizhen jiejie didn't win, but still, good job :) My aunt went shopping for awhile and Sandra, Alan and me waited inside Topshop for her as we need money to pay for Alan's scarf.

Went to eat at 9 plus, like finally~ Didn't ate for th entire day. Fasted with friends, fuhh. Ate arl and shopped somemore cuz my aunt says it's just awhile more. Thn trained hme. By th time I reached home, it was like almost 12. Lucky was able to catch th last few bus! If not i'll have to walked home. Phew~

Photos frm last friday and monday! :

Yet the hands of time move onward.

2009-08-28T03:37:00.000-07:00

Okay, blogger officially sucks. Couldn't change font or upload anything. And my phone can't see pictures. Fuck.

Past few days have been mundane. Lemme sumarise th whole thing. First week of fasting month and I'm dying, hahaha. Lack of food, you see.

Didn't go trg for th entire week cuz of leg pain. But it's not that pain now, maybe cuz I didn't do extreme sports for awhile.

P.E. was quite okay ytd. Nth much to elaborate. Did art after sch, thn bus-ed home with Syahira.

Today overslept, so decided not to go since I'll be in dead meat if I were late again. But my mom just couldn't help but distrupt my beauty sleep. Tells me to helped her text at 7++am since she's afraid she might forget ltr.

Great. End up, I couldn't sleep back. Texted Syafiq until 10+am thn prepared to go sch. Siap arl thn took cab to sch.

Wore slippers and was caught up with some trouble. Eventually got in with Fizah's shoes, haha. Thnks alot eh uncle :)

Took photos with netballers, which is super cute one. Consists of 46 photos. Wow.

Ran up artroom. People were surprised cuz I wasn't in school in th morning, yet was in school after school. Did a lil' painting of here and there. Chitchat a lil' awhile, thn together with Dynna and Fizah we bus-ed to Lot One.

Thn.. yada yada blah blah blah, ate and sat in library. Dynna went home after that. Okay walked ard th mall with Fizah and we joined Eefa, Leeyana and Syakirah in library. Were laughing at lots of stuff, hahaha.

Ohh ya, one last thing. My psp could work again! :) Phew.. I thought it was spoiled.

Red's the sex.

2009-08-20T01:21:00.000-07:00

Pooooooh.

Was unable to wake up early these few days. I guess I'm really tired. I even slept for th whole Bio lesson ytd. Okay not really important, haha.

Thought I was gng to be late again but noooo~ I reached in time :D Had Math Common Test for th first hour of school. Sucks hardcore man, I knw how to do th fucking graph yet th time..! Ughhh, shit.

Thn had P.E, which was fun I guess. Wanted to play crab soccer, but thn girls didn't want to, so didn't play. But see th guys play, rough like hell-.- Kay moving on..

End up playing dodge. Ball hard to throw, tsk tsk. And thn I fell. Aiman accidentally knocked on me. Ouch, I almost cried, but got it under control, hehe. And I just realise my skin got grazed a lil' due to th fall, slow eh me.

Rest of th lessons aren't really fun. Hmmm, assembly was quite interesting, compared to our usual boring like hell assembly. After school paint a lil', thn went for detention. Talked alot with Shazlina and her friend. Oops, forgotten to ask her name. Went back artroom, talk abt something with Shah. Thn I bus-ed home with my chinese teacher.

Ahhhh, I got a big fat zit on my chin, one ulcer fucking hurt like hell, and another ulcer forming. And my psp is spoiled, most probably. How great.

Pipe dream.

2009-08-12T06:11:00.000-07:00

Gahhh, having stomach cramps for th whole day-.- It's not even 'that time of th month' lo. Sigh.

Had common test for th first hour of school. Did Bio paper in less than 20 minutes, while Chem... I only did multiple choice and th 'tick tick' questions. And all I use tikam one ._. DIE~

Art was after common test. Was told to draw our shoe with pen and left hand. Left hand! My drawing was like.. crap, hahaha. Thn was called to th dentist with Hester. Ouch! Th scaling is really.... After that I could taste blood for like super long-.- Ewww.

Thn yadayada blahblahblah, and it's end of school. Had training. Melissa is still th same old. Retarded psycho, haha! Though training are always tiring, I always enjoys it, cuz it's really fun to hand ard with teammates :D And I actually brought one nike sock, one adidas sock. No wonder people say I slenger lah, haha.

Leg pain when it was abt 17 30..? Yea, ouch. Normally it will only be side of my shin. Somehow today th pain extended down to my ankle.

And due to that, I couldn't play game! Shit, my leg really knws how to choose timing to be pain-.- Sigh. Sat ard for awhile outside school thn bus-ed home with Emily and Fizah.

I want to read mind.

2009-08-07T21:06:00.000-07:00

Suppose to go swimming with Emily today, but, her mom just suddenly didn't allow cuz of flu. Even jogging also cannot make it. Ughhh, I was thinking I could build up my muscle at my shin area so it wouldn't hurt so much. But I dun blame Emily :) So Em, if you happen to read this, dun be guilty :D

Actually, I'm just bored. Was doing quiz in facebook, and I saw this, cool. It's kindof accurate, like I'm really fearing of commitment, lol. And yea, I guess I'm trustworthy :D

Yinghong viewed her Love Zodiac Profile for the zodiac sign Sagittarius.
If you are Sagittarius:
You are truly romantic. You are very trustworthy. You tend to get sentimental and feel very bad if someone breaks your trust. You enjoy a great rapport with the opposite sex. Acting mushy comes naturally to you. You are very active and adventurous in your romantic quests. Commitment is a feared word for you. You take time to commit. You do not get too possessive. You love fun and excitement in your relationships. You love to flirt with the opposite sex. You like your independence and want space in your relationships.

Your kissing style:
You are an impulsive kisser. Your deeply passionate kisses are remembered forever.

To attract you, the opposite sex must be:
encouraging, adventurous, stylish, witty, romantic, etc.

You are more compatible with - Gemini, Aries, Leo, Aquarius
You are less compatible with -Cancer, Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn

Btw Fizah, you have sucha foul mouth! You cursed me having zit. And now I'm having one, right at whr you had cursed. You should brush your teeth more often-.-

A tit for tat.

2009-08-07T08:34:00.001-07:00

National celebration was okay. Not too boring, not too nice. But Dynna was there sitting with me, so I guess it's better, hahaha. Suppose to serve detention after school, but I dun see th detention room open, and also, I couldn't find Mr Gabriel.

Went for breakfast cum lunch at Lot One with Eefa, Emily, Dynna, Fizah and Leeyana. But we took away our food and ate at rooftop cuz there was no space.

While eating we saw this girl whose panties was exposed cuz her shorts too low. We took a photo of it down, thn tried to send to ppl. End up it wasn't successful, hahaha.

Sat at library after eating. Slowly Adli, Aina, Fatin, Liya, Shafiq and Shahari joined us.

Then out of nowhere, Aiman and Syafiq joined too. Lots of funny stuff happen like I farted after Fizah did. But I'm lazy to elaborate.

Rmbered my $1.30 borrow Syafiq, ask frm him. He said dk-.- thn he kiss..? Yea, kissing th air, idk how to explain. Well... Uhmm, yea. In th end he returned me, haha.

Talked a lil' more and friends want to go home. It was only 2++pm, how early is that-.- Adli ajak us go see them play soccer, but Fizah wanted to pee, and decide to went home. Obviously I went home too, hahaha.

Came home and got haircut! Like finally :D weee~

I guess it might be just one-sided afterall.

Let's gossip!

2009-08-05T06:01:00.000-07:00

I knw I sound so aunty aunty, hahaha.

Today almost late ._. Okay, but I was lucky, again :D Had art th first lesson, quite nice. Did Artist's Statement for our photoshop designs and stuffs. Thn went back for SS class, but was locked outside th class for quite awhile -.- and Mr Low didn't come for lesson, somehow.

So had lessons. Nth much to elaborate on. Suppose to have art after school but it was cancelled, somehow. Went for training and Syahira seems to be uninterested in netball arl, so she didn't attend.

Training seems light today, somehow. Either is my stamina increased, or just th training was really light. So training ended and surprisingly there wasn't any suicide runs, yay!

And last time, Yuxiang will be th one irritating coach. Now Yuxiang's gone, there's Emily. Gosh, hahaha.

Went home and obviously I bathed straight away. While bathing... some mozzies just enjoy feeding on me. Now my whole body is itching like hell. Ughhh, motherf.

Tell me what to do.

2009-08-03T03:12:00.000-07:00

My postings are lacking of pictures, I knw. Idk why I can't post pictures. Tsk tsk.

Saturday was Sandra's birthday. Went to her house to give her a surprise party. But she was arl doubting abt us not gng. And th party starts when th birthday girl's back.

Thn blah blah blah, finished eating Alan's cooking thn watched Shutter.Btw Alan's cooking was superb. Heard frm Emily that after her brother watched Shutter, He didn't dare to go toilet. Wd a pussy! Heh, it was really shocking, i did scream here and there, but I still dare go toilet lo! Hahahaha.

After that had karaoke, hear Sandra and her friends singing. Got one guy, he sang a girl's song, I tell you, th voice is like dk kiiling wd. After that watched Monster-in-laws. Super funny. There's this woman in th show said, 'I think my vagina's broken.'. People should watch!

It was arl abt 3++ or 4 in th morning when we finished th show. Sandra gave me a cup of vodka. A cup, ughh. I dun get drunk that easily lah Sandra, haha. Started chatting with Sandra, Alan and Fiona until sunrise, lol. Thn my mood was ruined for th whole day. Totally.

Went home at abt 12pm. Reached home ard 3. And finally, I got my beauty sleep at 4++pm after not sleeping for more than 29 hours.

Today was quite okay. Talked abt lots of stuff. Dynna gave me a bracelet she made, thnks! She gave one to Fizah as well, haha.

And time seems to pass really fast in class today. Had no idea why. Went to artroom after school. Started out with sketching, thn after that Shahari asked stuffs and all. Thn me, Dynna and Shah went to another table to gossip. You knw, I knw. *wink*

Walked with Dynna and Syahira to MRT station, thn bus-ed home with Syahira.

Im glad Shah told me things I need to knw, thnks eh, haha. But still, Idk wd to do. Sigh.

Bipolar love.

2009-07-31T03:10:00.000-07:00

Liar liar pants on fire! Hahaha.

Was almost late with Fizah today ._. How lucky, phew. Actually we were late, but miracally th gate was still open, hahaha.

Lessons were okay. Math lesson was super fun today. Played some math games, hahaha.

Th rest of th lessons wasn't really paying attention to it, most probably cuz of wd Dynna says, I feel 'bleah' today.

After school bus-ed to Lot One, sat at library for awhile, thn went to buy food and Syahira went home.

Sat beside Lot One, ate our food and set off to library again. Found out lots of stuffs. Oh em gee, tsk2. Really lots of stuffs. Now th misunderstandings are all cleared, I guess :)

And right now, th mozzies are like feeding on me. My legs are getting itchier-.-

The city of hell.

2009-07-29T06:05:00.000-07:00

Tired~!

Okay had art lesson in th morning. Quite great, but Miss Aida's gone :( Miss Atiqah is leaving this week, sad face :( After school had training. Was quite tiring. I think my stamina gone arl, dammit. Bah wdever.

After th training had briefing. Coach said something abt midfielder and Fizah went,'coach, wd's a midfielder?' Omg I felt like slapping her face for a moment. I scolded her,'are you an idiot? Smell my feet.' and I pulled up my feet. I wasn't wearing shoes anymore, so obviously.... Heh.

Bus-ed home with Fizah and Melissa. Melissa complaint lots of stuff, hahaha.

Wholehearted feelings.

2009-07-24T01:16:00.000-07:00

Okay, let me clue you in a little. I was having high fever since ytd. For some reasons, I feel super hot, and my appetite is crazily big. I knw, weird much, wdever.

Please, I need to recover soon. Real soon.

I'm tired, both physically and mentally.

2009-07-20T07:57:00.002-07:00

Yes I am.

Walked to school with Fizah. Shared loads of stuff with her. Kindof miss sharing things with her, both sentimental and mepek stuff, hah.

Reach school arl thn yadayada blahblahblah. I was kindof talking all th way. Hah, yinghong pe.

And Shahari is really..... today. I couldn't really concentrate cuz of his sound effects-.-

Straight after school had trg. While Fizah was changing shoes, I helped her wore her socks! Okay it's just one side though. See how sweet I am ;D

And yadayada blahblahblah... Did 3 sets of suicide run at th end of trg-.- kimaaaak, tired siah! Thn after that did 25 pushups, 25 crunches, 20 toetouch, 20 burpees for 2 sets.

Bused home with Fizah. Even now, I arl can feel my muscles aching, and my whole body's like burning.

I'm sure tmrw I'll be ouching here and there-.- ughhh.

Invasion.

2009-07-17T07:09:00.000-07:00

Today, was late again, just like ytd-.- great, ran another 3 rounds, wtf.

Today was paying attention all th while, I think. It's a great news for me okay, hahaha. Esp. during Bio lesson. I always look forward to Mr Teo's lesson, hahaha. Then Literature was quite nth, but I still paid attention, though someone kindof distract me, idiot.

CME was just okay. Watched some video. Then chitchat here and there.

After school straight away go lot one book Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince movie tickets with Dain, Dynna, Fizah and Leeyana. Then went to Fizah's house to get some money. Ate at LJS, then went up to th library.

Then Fizah and Leeyana took this book at th shelf. We all were laughing all th way, hahahaha. We kept th books back afterwards, then Kishan and Ryan came. Lucky we keep arl, if not Kishan confirm comment alot.

Went up when it was abt time. Th movie didn't have so much of combats this time. It's more on th past and all.

And now I can't wait for Deathly Hallows and New Moon to be out!

Unpredictable.

2009-07-15T06:08:00.000-07:00

Love unlocks doors and opens windows that weren't even there before.
How many forms can love take out there in the world?

Suicide fleet.

2009-07-10T23:06:00.000-07:00

Don't you think life's sooooooooooooo boring?

Mom went to KL cuz her friend blanja her to some 5 star hotel, syiok lah. I totally regretted to say 'NO' when she ask if I want to go anot. Sadded. And now I'm stuck at home cuz she dun lemme go out when she's out of th country.

Great.

And this few days my mood is getting worse. Really, I have no idea why. PMS maybe. I dun like it at all. It's so not me. I'm getting flashbacks of everything. Everything.

Trust is the hardest thing to earn, but it's the easiest to lose.

It happened one night.

2009-07-09T02:33:00.000-07:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.
Being Alone
Losing Someone
Commitment
Looked down on
Where Your life is Going
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Don't make me leave again.

2009-07-08T00:31:00.000-07:00

Still haunts me.

Class been great nowadays. I mean socialising, not studying. I hate to study, but I have to. Well, EOY is in 3 months time, sigh :(

Okay lets skip that. Today art was really great. Edited th pictures took on monday. And thnks for Melissa's help as well for helping in th second picture :D I like it like hell man. Recess time Miss Aida showed us alot of her pictures.Thn told us alot of stuff, haha.

Th rest of th day is just actually plain boring, nth much to elaborate.

Don't bet on love.

2009-07-06T04:15:00.000-07:00

I suspect Aina has psychic powers.

Met Aina at BPP thn she kindof went to takeaway her strawberry milk ice. Naughty eh Aina, sick arl still eat this kindof food.

Bus-ed to Yewtee to meet Dynna up, thn went to CCK park to meet Fatin up as well. Changed, thn Dynna helped me with th make up and complaining she hate 'chinese's eyes'. HAHAHA.

Dah siap thn started to rain. Super bad luck lah. This time we really want to take photo thn like this, goddammit. Ughh-.- Took photos and all, thn th rain kindof got heavier and heavier. Went to look for shelter. After a long search, found one that's not occupied.

And along th way, we keep seeing this couple at another shelter motek-.- Thn friends were like saying: they all clever eh, find place like deserted deserted to motek. That was soo.. WTF, hahaha.

After much of th photoshootings, walked to Lot One. Aina went to collect her sister's shoe. Thn I bought dinner. Walked to OCBC bank cuz she need to put in cheque. Thn bus-ed home with her.

I love Jesus but I drink a little.

2009-07-03T03:25:00.000-07:00

This morning when I was bathing, a lizard dropped on my leg. Yes, a big, fat, juicy lizard. Scare th crap out of me-.- Hahaha, and my friends were disgusted when they heard th ‘lizard issues’. Wonder why they are so scared of lizard, hahaha.

And recently I got really crazy for Ellen Degeneres. Please note that I AM NOT LESBIAN. I just love th way she pranks and do things. It's totally super cuteeeee. And th way she say things too, hahaha.

School's been okay. But, my appetite is not fully back yet. This really makes me sad. I dun feel normal lah. It's getting better arl though, and I'm craving for chocolates now ;P

Today got two free lessons cuz Mr Low is absent. Great huh, hahaha. Literature Miss Andrea didn't come and there's this teacher who observe th lesson taught us for today. Gosh she looks like 20 but she's in her early 30s arl. And having two kids. Was shock, seriously.

After school went to artroom to try out on photoshop. Damn it's complicated. Left artroom at 2pm thn met up Fizah and bus-ed to Lot One. Walked ard thn buy food and went to library. Delvina and Nash join us shortly after that.

Bus-ed home after all th chitchattings. Borrowed another three books. I realise I have been borrowing books this year. And, yeah, Alan, please call me soon. I miss th late night chattings.

Nothing fixes a thing so intensely in the memory as the wish to forget it.

2009-06-30T03:43:00.000-07:00

Second day of school. Okay great day I think?

Somehow I was able to concentrate in chemistry lesson. Some kindof miracle eh. And Mr Teo teaching us back bio, good good:D

After school walked with Fizah to YewTee. Trained to Lot One then bought deluxe chocolate.

Yum, but I still prefer double chocolate. Deluxe's abit sweet.

Went to rooftop and hangout there for awhile. Then went to library. Fizah taught me some maths problems. Bus-ed home after that.

And today 's th day my cousins are coming back frm UK :) I'm like on cloud ten now. I miss all th chattings with them like hell man.

Whatever can go wrong will go wrong.

2009-06-28T07:36:00.000-07:00

Friday:

Supposed to go Johore again, Turns out both me and mom were sooooo lazy. So end up didn't go, hahaha. Thn Fizah randomly called me.

'Yinghong, you free today? Can go watch Transformer 2 with me?'

See? random right!

Asked my mom, she reluctantly agreed. Told Fizah about th good news thn went to prepare. Got ready and set off. Met Fizah outside Guardian. I wanted to watch at Lot1 soooo super crazy badly, reason: I AM SO LAZY TO GO CAUSEWAY.

I knw, it's not really a reason ppl will listen to it.. So end up watching at Causeway instead, cuz Fizah says th queue very long and blah blah blah.

Turns out, we couldn't even see where's th queue when we were in Causeway. Was nagging at Fizah all th way, hahaha. Bought tickets like finally. Went for lunch/dinner since th movie only starts like one hour more.

Ate at KFC. After eating decide to buy popcorn first before gng inside th theatre. Missed part of th movie thnks to th families infront of us being sucha slowpoke. Sigh. And, we sat at th front seats. Neck ached like hell!

After movie went back Lot1 and borrowed some books before gng home.

Today:

Great (Sarcastic).

Met up Shahari first outside Mac. Followed by Shafiq. Thn Fatin. And lastly, Syafiq-.- He was super late, really. Took bus 188 to Harbourfront. Actually wanted to take bus. But someone wanted to take train, idk who.

Buy tickets and trained to Sentosa. Went to changed and back to th beach. Well, obviously we jumped to th sea lah. It was like welcoming us like that, cuz weather was hot, haha.

Swam to th opposite side, and most of my energy was burnt off arl. I was thinking, how to swim back. Fatin was thinking th same as well. Lucky Shahari helped us. Thnks eh. After reaching, i realise my hairband was lost, dropped into th sea:( Sad face.

Was playing a fool most of th time in water. Even when there's lightning risk, we didn't care. 17 30 decides to leave th beach. Halfway walking, something really bad happened. Really, really bad. Ughh great-.-

Trained back to Vivo thn took cab home.

Men think about sex every six seconds.

2009-06-25T11:13:00.000-07:00

Tiring day.

Went Johor with mom and did some clothings shopping. Thn went to Taman Sentosa to have dinner and those roadside hawker stalls. Really brings backs lots of memories.

Still eating thn dad called and said he will drive us frm Woodlands so me and mom won't have to stay at mom's friend's house, yay:) bought new shirts as well, again, yay :D

Now i gtg sleep. It's like 2.18am-.-

Touch of evil.

2009-06-24T09:37:00.000-07:00

Today's suppose to wake up like 5 30am? Ends up only woke up when Fizah gives me th second wake up call. at 6 27am. Hesitating whether to go or not, and ends up wasting another 4 minutes.

Prepared and set off. Reached school like 7 30am and saw Michelle. We were suppose to reach school like 7 10am, meaning, we're late. Thn Miss Tho says we're later and will have to run 10 rounds instead of 5. Damn.

And in this part of trg was really fun, kindof like it somehow. We have to partner up, with someone of same size. Needless to say, Fizah's always my partner in trg and that makes it easier for us. It's like, I have to be in push up position, thn Fizah holds up both my legs and i have to walk with my hands. Fizah really dk how to hold it properly for th first time. She keep dropping me and i landed on th floor flat with a 'prap', lol. Thn she dropped me for dk how many times arl, and tripped on me, thn fell and lie on me-.-

Bathed after trg, waited for others to finish their basketball thn went for lunch! Okay im getting super happy for lunch. I was famished at that time, like really.

After eating me and Emily went to 7-11 to buy vodka. Blackcurrent flavour, taste like ribenna, and it's nice, for me :) Bus-ed to lot one and handout at Roof Garden. Got phone call frm mom and met her up.

She saw me looking like jelly(i was seriously tired just now) and was asking if i still want to go orchard, or stay at home rest. I chose th second choice. Accompany my mom for awhile, thn i went home first.

Online, thn slept for 4 hours. And shit, school's reopening.

Seven sinners.

2009-06-23T09:15:00.000-07:00

Photos on monday, okay which is ytd:

Rum, I'm so in love with you now.

It isn't what they say about you, it's what they whisper.

2009-06-22T01:55:00.001-07:00

So, I didn't overslept today. I knw it's not really something to be proud of, but thn it's a great improvement, I think? Hahaha.

Reached school and ran laps and do all th warm ups blahblahblah. Halfway through our ball drills Yishun Secondary came, for friendly match. Ohh btw coach also coach that school as well.

Actually didn't get to play th match at all. But can't blame coach too. I missed trgs during th period when I have to paint th toilet. I got to umpire. Dammit was really weird. Really really.

After trg coach was briefing abt something and... Yuxiang crept behind her with 100plus. Emily was nudging me and I was arl giggling, silently of cuz. And th next thing, she was screaming and all of us laughed at her and all. Yuxiang said this,'Im so lucky I had stepped down.'. Coach was totally pissed, hahaha.

Thn th school uncle, says that's there's free food. Almost all of us went to have some. Fizah and me enjoyed th tea more though. After eating, bathed, thn got out of school.

Walked to YewTee to get eyebrow done. And Emily was mentioning rum th whole time. Thn I got an idea.

I suggested,'Emily, why dun you act like you're legal to buy alchohol drinks? You knw, you do look 18.'. Emily was kindof hesitating, thn agreed my idea if I follow her into 7-11. My plan succeeded, woohoo!

We were super duper elated, like duh! And somehow Syahira got excited over it as well. While Fizah's not looking, she took a gulp. After finishing th rum, we threw away th bottle, sadly.

Bus-ed to Lot with Fizah and Syahira. Syahira went home first. Went to Roof Garden to chitchat. We laughed at things that weren't even funny at all, and we fed a bird with our yucharkueh. And th bird keep coming back for awhile, like asking for more food.

Chitchat a lil' more, thn went down again, to buy double chocolate. Gosh I'm broke now thnks to that :'( Went back to Roof Garden and talked again.

Thn felt like gng home. Before that accompanied Fizah to NTUC to buy some groceries. Saw Fatin after that and she was like bugging me to help Fizah to carry her groceries, hahaha. Bus-ed home after that.

And yes, I'm still craving for more rum, thnks to Emily, hah.

If you lose sight of your path, listen for the destination in your heart.

2009-06-15T08:07:00.000-07:00

Actually wanted to go to th self trg they organised. But i overslept. And only managed to wake up frm my slumber when it was 12 30. Called Fatin and blahblahblah. Shower and prepare, thn go out to meet them.

Met arl thn trained to Causeway. Turns out, all of them woke up late, hah. Went to Aina's mom's workplace cuz she need to get money. Thn bus-ed back to Causeway. Wanted to buy th movie tickets there, but it was so fucking packed with people, seriuosly. We don't even knw where was th queue-.- And Aina wants to go town actually.. So end up, i didn't follow.

Called Emily super randomly and said i want to catch movie. Trained back to Lot One and meet Emily up, thn went to buy th tickets. Ohh Monters VS Aliens is sucha adorableeeeee movie! Esp. th slimy googoo. And th scientist cockroach with th mad scientist laughter.

And yeah, one more thing. Emily kept asking me this, 'do i look like a eurasian?'.

Th first time she asked i was like giving her th lame face. Second time she asked, i said, 'okay emily, okay.'. AND THN, SHE ASKED FOR TH THIRD TIME. I totally feel like slapping her arl, haha! People who don't understand, put yourself in my shoe, thn you'll be feeling th same too.

Yearning to feel safe.

2009-06-13T20:47:00.000-07:00

Syahira's birthday overdue pictures! :

Once upon a Honeymoon.

2009-06-12T07:11:00.000-07:00

This few days Aina has been always waiting for me, cuz im late. Sorry eh. And bus-ed to school with her as usual. Thn wanted to start on painting, but was unable to find th paint i need. Unlucky uhhh :(

Finally Miss Aida came. Got white and black paint frm her, thn started on my painting. Fatin and Syakirah helped out. Thnks guys :) Liya came and joined halfway when i was painting. Finally, WORK DONE!

Walked to YewTee Point and had lunch. Eefa, Liya and Syakirah want to eat and KFC instead. So left me, Aina and Fatin. Ate and talked. Talked and ate. okay wth, lol.

Accompany Aina to take bus. Thn went to Lot with Fatin. Went to th roof garden, and started chit-chatting again. At times we laughed, at times we got serious. Th 'Syafiqs' part is really funny. We got a few 'names' for them. Names eh, lol ahh. Both of us talked until saliva was running dry. But we just continue anyway, though our throat was kindof croaking. hahaha. Today's really in a good mood :D

Sighs, art is gng to take another of our two weeks AWAY! Eeeeeee, geram nye! And my mom just played a stupid prank on me, WTH MOM!

Doubt gives birth to failure.

2009-06-11T06:00:00.000-07:00

Okay, im almost done with my art, almost. Dammit, tmrw still have to go to school for that. I really want to feel th softness of my bed til' im ready to wake up, not alarm clock or Aina waking me up :( but, really must thnk her for this few days laa :D for bursting my bubbles, hahaha.

Paint, paint, paint. Mdm Fazelah saw my artwork and told melissa to help me to touch up, painted for quite awhile, thn got lazy. so left Melissa helping me to paint. Thnks so much melissa! :D Talk talk with friends. Thn went Lot One to eat, hungry oi. Eefa and Syakirah went back to change.

Met up Eefa and Syakirah after eating and bus-ed to Aina's house. Gosh Aina'a kittens are so adorableeeeeeeeee! They were like mew-ing all th way. Thn we played with Aina's cat. Eefa and Syakirah were like screaming and running XD Too bad nvr snap photos of their 'horrific-looking' faces. They even grab me and like, 'eh cover me, cover me!' two person pulling me, hahaha.

Went to BPP after that. Looked for Panadol for Syakirah. But they are so expensive. Turn out, didn't buy. Were sitting ard in KFC and Eefa and Fatin were eating. Talked abt lots of stuff. Thn bus-ed home.

Nightmare ressurected.

2009-06-08T06:24:00.000-07:00

Whoaaaaaa.

Have been feeling sleepy throughout th day. Dain came to help with our art. But turns out she's just sitting there, talking, hahaha. Painted my picture a lil' with th help of Eefa and Fatin. thnks alot eh :D

Then, time to go! went to bathe then hang ard in th school for awhile. played truth or dare. But halfway through th game they find truth boring, so they played dare only. God, im lucky. nobody was able to get me in th dare game :D

Bus-ed to Lot1. Ate at KFC. And Aina was laughing while eating, for some reason. After eating, some of us didn't feel like gng home. So stayed in th library.

Halfway through Eefa left to meet her mom. So left me and Dain. Gosh, we gossipped all th way. And surprisingly, this is th first time i talked to her, and we chatted for so long. Hahaha.

Ohh ya, Idk why i have been telling this to my friends, but i really love gore movies. Ytd my dad downloaded this movie 'Against the Dark'. People who love gore should watch it :D

Overcoming difficulties.

2009-06-05T07:49:00.000-07:00

Today was soooooo late. Turns out, this idiot forget to wake me up when he told me he'll give me wake up call-.- ohh wtf man.

Reached school abt 10 30am, i think. Thn i started on my painting. I thought Syahira would come. Called her and she says she's sick, dammit. I HAVE TO DO ALL TH PAINTING. Sighs, pity me.

But i paint only abit. Really, i have no mood to paint-.- and my picture FUCKING SUCKS SO MUCH,OHH SO MUCH. How siah~ Thn for th rest of th day i was like playing a fool. Played Ice man with Adli, Fatin, Fikri, Kamil and Zuhairi.Gosh how fast they was. My legs almost gave way most of th time when chsing them. Thn leg hurts after that :(

And thn, and thn, Shahari was like,'i wonder how putting make up feel like, like curious ahh.' Thn i was like, too bad didn't bting make up. Thn Aina said she brought it. So we started out with Shahari, HAHAHA. Thn Adli became another victim. Okay can't really use th word 'another' since Shahari allowed us to make over him, LOL.

Ohh turns out Shahari looked soooo bapok and Adli, totally a girl, he only lacked a bra to make him looked like he had boobs, wth, haha.

Bathed after that. Fuuhhh! refreshed, hah. Totally washed all my sticky sweat away~ hahaha. Bus-ed home, and right now, im tired. haha.

Even hell has off days.

2009-06-03T05:44:00.000-07:00

Sighs. I bet most people are staying at home, enjoying their sleep while th 3-7 students have to be in school for toilet painting-.- Luckily, it's quite fun :) but th bad thing is, i chose this cookie jar picture. Cuz th details of th picture is quite a lot, im required to draw it BIG, with Syahira helping me. Gosh that's tough.

And one thing, we were short of erasers. I have to run up to th boy's toilet, twice, to borrow erasers. Ohh ya, another half of my classmates are gng to paint th boy's toilet.

Doodled2 and helped out in other people's drawing as well. Thn finally called it a day. Bus-ed to Lot one. Camwhored all th way in bus. Thn went to th sky garden. Thn to th toilet. Continued our camwhore-ing there again. Went to library sat there for a awhile. Thn grab some food and went home.

Bad thing is, i didn't bring key with me, and none of my family members were at home. i sat at th stairs for 2 hours, or more. Idk, i just lost track of time. Luckily my phone can connect to house connection, so i was online all th way, chatting with Dinah, hahaha.

Beforer every heaven there's always some hell to play.

2009-05-31T23:25:00.000-07:00

Saturday was Syahira's birthday. She invited me and Fizah for dinner at Wisma. But me and Fizah set out earlier instead of meeting her up first. Went to Bugis for awhile thn trained to Orchard. While waiting for train.. we saw Liya and Eefa. Was kindof shock.

Reached Orchard thn walked to Far East Plaza to buy friendship bands. While walking back, Fizah told me,'Yinghong, i think we're lost. Idk whr we're heading to.' And everytime when i go Orchard, i dun really reconise th streets there. It just confuse me, idk why. Got panic a lil' while, thn we saw Wisma. lol.

Ohh ya! When heading to Wisma, there was this guy frm Mediacorp, came asking for our age, height and weight. Thn he say that we were scouted for modelling cuz we have got th looks :D and wd we'll confirm get famous after that and our photos will be put up in million viewed websites-.- End up, we need to give 100 bucks. Of cuz we don't have it at that moment, even if we had 100 bucks, who th fuck will give it to him?!

Riiiiight... and Fizah told me his breath stinks. LOL. So lucky that I wasn't standing right infront of him ._. Sat outside Wisma and wait for Syahira and family to arrive.

Finally they reached and we went to IndoChine. Took photos and ate. Thn there was this local band. They sang really nice. hahaha. Listened to songs for awhile thn bus-ed home. Reached home ard almost 11pm.

Woke up at 6 30am for TRAINING-.- gahhh. Training were exausting as usual. And thn, hell was finally over, for today. Passed bikini to Joey thn went to have lunch with Jiarui, Jielin, Michelle and Olivia. Except that Olivia didn't eat. Bus-ed home after that.

2009-05-30T08:53:00.000-07:00

All th photos frm sports carnival. Won't blog abt tonight's stuff. Too tired. Goodnight.

An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth

2009-05-28T05:44:00.000-07:00

Practically, i enjoyed th day, except for some part.

Maths lesson was boring. Wasn't even paying attention, and doodling away.

Thn mother tongue lesson Hong Lau Shi let us watch this chinese ghost movie. Super cool :D i think th name of th movie is 'Silk'. And tmrw she'll cont. to let us watch finish th whole movie.

Had Mr Low's lesson after that. His lessons cont. after recess too. Thn Adli started to play knuckle with me.

With him was okay. After english lesson i played knuckles with Syafiq. He say bet 5 bucks, turned out, i lost. But im not gng to give him though ;p

And my knuckle almost broke :( it hurts even when im typing now.

After school had PTC(parent-teacher conference). Turns out okay, except that i did really badly for my exams. If my mom were to be th one attending, i'll be dead. Really D.E.A.D.

And i have no idea why im so tired eventhough it's only 9 plus -.-

Extraordinary dreams.

2009-05-27T00:23:00.000-07:00

Heyyy~

Actually, i dont think people will read my blog. i just update for th sake of keeping it alive and making a record of wd i have done.

And im actually right about having muscle aches. but it was even worser than i have thought. i have whole body full of muscle aches-.- ouch. So ytd had a few lessons. turn out it was better than monday. played basketball with a few of my friends and Ms Tho during P.E. lesson. Ms Lee was being kind to us :D She let us have a free period cuz she says we just finish our P.E. lesson for maths lesson.

Mother tongue Hong Lau Shi played with us some guessing games. then chatted and talked about th ghost movie she's gonna let us watch on thursday and friday.

After school went to Yew Tee with Dinah, Fizah and Syahira. Actually, only me and Fizah wanted to do eyebrow threading. Turns out, Dinah and Syahira did as well. Th aunty must be really happy to earn 20 bucks at one shot, hahaha.

Trained to Lot one after that. Dinah went to her grandmother's house, i think. So left th three of us. went to CCK library then i took a book about 'Extraordinary Houses'. Those house are SUPERB. All of us were like so aunty2 that we keep gasping and chit-chatting excitedly about almost every houses we see in the book. end up, we got told off by one old uncle cuz we were too loud :x

Im able to blog right now cuz i did not attend school today. And tmrw's there PTC. Lucky my dad helped me out, thnks a lot dad! :D

Extreme ascetic trainings.

2009-05-25T06:58:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 6 30 to meet up Fizah. Turns out, im still late-.- dammit! Sat at th usual table we always sit at. surprisingly, th old man who always clap his hand while strolling wasn't there. okay RANDOM!

School was a bore. seriously. our class have to study all the way. sighs. after school, ate noodles. and i shouldn't have ate it. reason: my training was like HELL, and cuz of that i puked a lil'. kindof gross :x i total skipped 1050 times, how great is that-.- 400 left leg, 400 right leg. 250 both legs.

Then we have this netball test. I think im gonna get remedial-.- and it's not theory remedial, but PRACTICAL remedial.

Feel my agony~

After training went out to slack for awhile. and i said something like this ' what's th song of the name?'. Gosh, i think im too tired-.- and im sure tmrw im gonna have severe muscle ache. *huge sighs* gtg now, goodnight earthlings:)

Working with anger.

2009-05-23T07:51:00.000-07:00

Let's start off with thursday.

Woke up at 5 20am to prepare for Sports Carnival. It was held at CCAB and we have to reach there by 7 30am. met up friends at CCK interchange at 6 25. hee, sorry was late! boarded bus 67 and slept all th way through~ shiok giler~ hahahaha.

Reached there, after all th shitty briefings we waited for our match. Okay im quite lazy to say wd happened so, there was this prize presentation in th hall. IT WAS SERIOUSLY STUFFY, i really wished to bathe at that time. Finally ended, rushed straight to th toilet. i thought it might be packed with people. turns out most of th people there are netballers.

Bathed and thn we set off to th bustop. Boarded bus 67 to go back Lot One. and i realise something in th bus. guys are such pervs-.- ohh well, people there would knw.

Finally reached Lot One. ate at Food Culture. Thn with Fizah, Iffah and Syahira went to th library to play a fool. Syahira took this candid of Iffah and Iffah went real 'mad'. they had quite a fight and thnks to that, me and Fizah were watching a quite a great show, and taking their candids as well. Some of th photos looked like they were making out, hahaha! and cuz of that, Iffah dragged me on th floor-.- So lucky i suffered no carpet burns. If not.. I'll really kill her.

Friday has nothing much to elaborate abt, since it was quite boring. And will try to upload th photos on thursday ASAP.

True love is complete trust.

2009-05-19T04:18:00.000-07:00

Damn, my results sucks hardcore. sighs. flunked 5, great-.- my lit might pass, if Miss Fern is kind enough to squeeze another two marks out to lemme pass. My art got quite a good result though, 70. for th first time in secondary life, hahaha.

After school, hangout with Hafizah again. Went to th library, thn her house. Did loads of stupid stuff there. thn finally, we sat on th bed like couch potatoes, talking abt life and past. Good times. Finally decide to go home at 6 30pm.

And just when sleep befalls.

2009-05-15T10:21:00.000-07:00

Greeeaaaat dayyyyyy.

Woke up this morning and prepare to meet up with Fizah. Was late for 30 minutes, sorry! bus-ed to CCK Stadium.

Saw this guy name Carlo. apparently, he's weird. me and Fizah went to th toilet to tie our hair. when we walked out, both of us saw Carlo looking and quickly ran back to th chair behind th wall(where we can't see).

HE THOUGHT THAT WE DIDN'T SEE, how funny-.- when we walked to where he was, he was acting using handphone. I was trying to hold my laughter, like seriously. HAHAHA.

okay thn we went up, started working out. halfway, there were this two aunties behind us, talking. thn one of th aunty asked,

'are you two twins?'

right... even strangers are saying that. that made us laughed again-.- after all th working out, walked to Lot One for lunch. hang ard for awhile thn bus-ed home. Saw Akim in bus 190. he talks loads of craps. okay he is crappy. lol.

A moment of despair.

2009-05-14T00:19:00.000-07:00

Yesterday had History and Biology papers. History is a confirm fail. but Biology, im not sure. i didn't have th time to finish th damn paper anw. hope i pass. riiight, wdever. after th papers went to Limbang Mac with Aina, Melissa and Wynne to do art. Azy tagged along for fun. So started doing art, but thn... it was so noisy. people playing guitar, laughing and talking loudly like their father's place, and even playing catching -.- Finally those bunch of idiots left. but after abt 15 minutes, there comes another disaster, sighs.

Was still doing art then i realise Melissa kept on laughing. slowly, me and Aina started laughing. Then Azy. Melissa's laughter is really FUNNY and CONTAGIOUS. Had a great time laughing. After awhile, Azy went home. Then at 3 30pm left too. Took bus302 and went to lot1 for awhile. Reached home ard 4+pm.

Bathed and straight away start on art. ART ART ART... sighs, my bed was calling me that time when i was still doing late in th night, or should i say very early in th morning-.- finally 4 45, i went to my lalaland.

woke up at 6 45. dad was supposed to drive me to school, but last minute says, tell her to take cab, i very tired. i was like wth?! i have to get out of house earlier and obviously i rushed. i didn't even tie my hair. my hair looked like i never bathe-.- ughhh. and i go school like that! OHH WTF. right....

Reached class then started panicking. reasons: i did not do my layout, and my 'interpretatiion and observation'. HOW GREAT. Lucky Liya helped me do one, THNKS ALOT LIYA!

exam started and this was th first time i used colour pencils for art exam. my hand almost broke. It's so so damn TIRING. and my joints are like grinding onto each other, which hurt like hell. ughh. AND YES, finally exams ENDED. *huge sigh of relieve* and right now, i really need loads of rest.

I wonder why.

2009-05-08T05:51:00.000-07:00

Exams exams exams. have been stressing this week. staying up late until EARLY in th morning. got super tired. today had mathematics and literature exam. maths is th subject i sucks most at. im sure gonna flunk th paper.whatever. Fizah waited for my literature paper to finish. then we set off to lot one with Nash and Delvina. Sat at library for awhile thn went off. Went out after awhile as Fizah needs to go home. saw a gang of regentnites, mostly my classmates. apparently there are these two guys who calls Fizah, fizahO. hahaha. Go her house, tried shirts, thn cook maggie. Fizah added two prawn inside, how nice :) online for awhile, thn we started to take lots of pictures with webcam, lots of weird pictures. and i realise my eyes have super biggy eyebags, which are not nice. ALL THNKS TO TH EXAMS-.-

I knw th hair looked weird,
it was caused by th fan blowing.

Tried to smile like a geek,
but seems like a i failed to do so.

She loves my feet :D

Moving in storm, 2am.

2009-04-25T02:35:00.000-07:00

This will be a long post, i guess.
Turns out, this week is quite good, except that I got severe flu for 3 days. Monday was seriously sneezing all the way. Not really a good day. After school helped out for NAPFA for the sec ones and fives. Lucky there's CIP hours and free 100 plus. haha.

Tuesday didn't attend school, too sick :x Little did I know Aina, Dinah and Syahira were MIA as well. Aina was sick, like me. Well, th other two were late, then decide to skip it. After that text Aina if wanna meet up for art. Told me to give her wakeup call at 1 pm. Called her several times, then prepare2, meet her up.

Went to library to read up and chit-chat. Then went down to KFC cuz we were hungry. Saw Melissa and Wynne so sat with them. Ordered food. FYI I ordered Shroomburger Meal trade up to cheesefried and a snackbox, with four winglets inside. I knw that's alot, for a smallsized girl like me. I even drank a little bit of Aina's pepsi :x Travelled to BPP with Aina, and there's a friend of hers, irritating much. Couldn't care much abt him. Ate desserts in Kopitiam. Then she sent me to bustop near her house. Met up with Fizah after that in Lot1. Walked ard in Lot1, then each of us bought a vneck shirt :D

Wednesday I have NAPFA test. Bet with Nash, but I lost half of the bet, damn. Was happy with some of th results, and not happy with th other few results.
Inclined Pullup: 17
Shuttle Run: 11.19 seconds
Situp: 45
Standing Broad Jump: 175 cm
Sit and Reach: 43cm

Thursday, again im helping out for th five stations. Nothing much to say abt.

Yesterday had pe. Best pe lesson of all th other pe lessons i had since starting of th year. Played captain ball. All were crazy playing. And yes! We won! (me, Dinah, Hester, Liya and Syahira.) After school Mr Lo talked with me and Joan abt some matters. Joan cried, and i had no idea why, cuz i dun feel a single bit touched or wd. lol. After school Me, Fizah and Nash went to minimart. Walked to MRT station afterwards and trained to CCK. Met up with Delvina, Melissa, Qian Yi and Syafurah. Slacked at CCK library. Then me and Fizah decide to eat at KFC.

Went back to meet them up, but then they got chased out by th librarians cuz they were laughing like idiots. So we went to a nearby playground and started playing truth or dare. Super funny. Hahahahaha. Took down loads of videos of their dares. hahaha. And right now, th weather's super hot. Im dying of heatness!

Soon,
I came to the point whereI didn't know
whether my smiling face was a lie or not.

2009-04-15T07:30:00.000-07:00

PHOTOS frm last saturday netball outing.

*Only editted some due to lazyness :x*

A warmth smile is testimony of a generous nature.

2009-04-14T03:28:00.002-07:00

Friday:
Had an unexpected wake up call frm Alan. HE CALLED ME AT 7 ++ IN TH MORNING, just to ask if i can go Sentosa or not-.- He was like,'hello?'. I was like 'hello' in a very slumber voice. Then he asked 'you can go Sentosa? if can have to get ready now.' I straight away 'okay, gimme a minute, I'll ask my mom.'. FYI my slumber voice was gone almost immediately. At least that's what he told me. Got ready and set off.

Met cousins and two of their friends at Vivo then bus-ed to Sentosa. Walked to th beach. Then my hubby and I...... SUN TANNED! But too bad he didn't got tan at all. Haha. After th boring sun tanning we bus-ed back to Harbourfront and had our dinner at Pastamania. Went to shop around after dining and I bought a bikini for a cheap price! Walked around somemore in Vivo. Alan send me to MRT after that and I trained home.

Saturday:
Meet Sec 3s and 4s netballers at CCK control station. Sec 3: Jiarui, Emily, Michelle, Fizah, Syahira and Liya. Sec 4s: Jelyn and Yuxiang. Apparently, I was the earliest :) Trained straight to Pasir Ris to meet up with Yuxiang. Suppose to meet up with Iffah, but something happened. Lazy want to type out.

Before we even go inside Wild Wild Wet, Yuxiang was already applying sun tan lotion. I asked some frm her too :) We really had fun, thnks for coming girls! After bathing, we camwhored like never before, seriously. Ate at Fish&Co Express. Still camwhoring while eating, LOL. After eating Me, Fizah and Syahira trained home while others stayed for desserts. Photos will be uploaded soon.

The vastest sky is always behind your back.

2009-04-08T04:59:00.000-07:00

So ytd, we lost. We lost to NUS, we lost the chance to get into second round. It's just a lil' bit more. But it's okay, we still have next year. Next year, we'll work and fight for it. A few cried. I cried a lil'. I knw it's strange since I didn't get to play and I cried. But still it's quite saddening. Anw, I was really relieved that I didn't play in this match, if not th goal difference might be worse.

Today was okay, didn't sleep in class, yay :D and and, finally, there's art hmwk. Somehow, I got happy, lol. After school was told to wait for coach as she wants to talk to us. Talk for a long time, got serious while laughing at the same time, LOL. Then Miss Tho talked to us for awhile too. Ass got super sore lah, haha. Then Miss Tho wanted to play a game with us. Wasn't playing so followed umpires(Liya and Jasmine) ard. After the match we played the 'reaction' game. The game was really funny lah! Peeps who are there will know, haha. It's time i should get a bathe, bye :)

I'm sorry.

2009-04-05T02:07:00.000-07:00

I'M SORRY TO PHS NETBALLERS AND CHARLOTTE FOR FLOODING HER TAGBOARD.

2009-04-05T01:15:00.000-07:00

PHOTOS ON AWARDS DAY:

The feeling wrapped around you can be exchanged for power.

2009-04-03T11:49:00.000-07:00

Okay, I know it's not a good timing to blog, but well...
Let's just start on thursday.

Had match with Presbytarian High, and both C and B girls thrashed them. B girls:43-1. C girls:28-8. Okay, sorry if I didn't play my best in the game. So was obviously happy about our victory.

After the match we took this bus which is totally like a tour bus, GOSH, how good can that be?! We were all super kiasu about it that we went screaming in the bus and push the seat back so we can lie on it, lol.

Today:

School was bored like ass. After school went back home to bathe and change for Awards Day. Meet up with Fizah. Bought double chocolate :D then boarded bus to school. Sat outside library to finish our double chocolate. Akim came for awhile to talk. Then me and Fizah went to library to meet up Emily, Jielin and Doris.

Saw Joan and Isabelle! AHHHH, well, there were lots of hugs, lots of breast squeezing hug. LOL. Watched the performance, all three performance were great, ESP. BAND! hahaha, overall was quite a fun day, and night.

*Photos will be uploaded when I got all of them.

Embers of the past.

2009-04-01T06:37:00.000-07:00

PHOTOS FROM TWO MONTHS AGO:

Quizessssssss.

2009-03-28T07:43:00.000-07:00

100 truths ._.

001. Real name → Tan Ying Hong.

002. Nickname(s) → Yh.

004. Zodiac sign → Sagittarius.

005. Male or female → Female.

006. Elementary → Chua Chu Kang Primary.

007. Middle School → Regent Secondary.

008. University → Nil.

009. Friends → Yes.

010. Hair color → Golden bronze.

011. Long or short Hair → Long.

012. Loud or Quiet → Loud.

013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans.

014. Phone or Camera → Both.

015. Health freak → Sometimes.

016. Drink or Smoke? → Both sometimes.

017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Nopes.

018. Eat or Drink → Both :D

019. Piercings → 2 :(

020. Tattoos → Gosh god knows how crazy I get over tattoos.

FIRSTS ;

023. First piercing → Yeaps.

024. First best friend → Hafizah,Emily.

025. First award → Crosscountry.

026. First crush → Long forgotten.

027. First pet → Hamster that poop on my hand all the time-.-

030. First big birthday → Forgotten.

CURRENTLY ;

049. Eating → Nopes.

050. Drinking → Nopes.

052. I'm about to → Type this.

053. Listening to → Reflection.

054. Plans for today → Ending of the day already.

055. Waiting for → Money to drop down from sky.

YOUR FUTURE ;

058. Want kids? → Definitely not now.

059. Want to get married? → I think so?

060. Careers in mind → Uhmm currently don't have any in mind.
WHICH IS BETTER ?
068. Lips or eyes → Both.

070. Shorter or taller? → Obviously taller?! damn!

072. Romantic or spontaneous → Romantic.

073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Of course both!

074. Sensitive or loud → Loud.

075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship.

076. Trouble maker or hesitant → Trouble maker.

HAVE YOU EVER ;

080. Lost glasses/contacts → Nopes.

081. Ran away from home → Maybe some day.

082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → No.

083. Killed somebody → No.

084. Broken someone's heart → Ask them.

085. Been arrested → No.

087. Cried when someone died → Yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN ;

089. Yourself → You think?!

090. Miracles → Duh.

091. Love at first sight → 50-50.

092. Heaven → Yeaps.

093. Santa Claus → If he's real I would have gotten 15 christmas pressies from him.

094. Male Nipples → I don't have to believe in that, they're already there-.-

095. Kiss on the first date → Yeaps.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY ;

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → I guess so.

098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Should be?

099. Do you believe in God → Uhhuh.

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.

1.Hafizah
2.Syahira
3.Alan
4.Jia Rui
5.Jie Lin
6.Audrey
7.Joey
8.Liya

1. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
God damn, it's 6 45am already, I'm so gonna be late!

2. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
Emily and Michelle. *fyi Emily was feeding Michelle noodle.*

3. Would you consider yourself to be spoilt?
Quite.

4. Would you ever donate blood?
Mosquitoes just kiss it off from my butt.

5. Have you ever had a best friend who is of the opposite sex?
Duh.

6. Do you want someone dead?
Not yet.

7. What does your last text message say?
Oo.
8. What are you thinking about right now?
Thinking how to answer this question.

9. Do you wish someone is* with you right now?
Uhmmm..

10. What time did you go to sleep last night?
1am++ to 2am.

11. Where did you buy the shirt you're wearing now?
Giordano.

12. Is someone on your mind now?
Uhhuh.

13. Who was the last person to text you?
Syafiq.

14. Choose 10 people.
01) Alan
02) Sandra
03) Emily
04) Fizah
05) Michelle
06) Jia Rui
07) Liya
08) Jie Lin
09) Syahira
10) Nabila

15. Who is number 2 having a relationship with?
Someone called Marco.

16. Is 3 a male or a female?
Female.

17. If number 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good thing?
A lesby couple over here~!

18. How about 5 and 8?
Michelle and Jie Lin?

19. What is number 1 studying about?
Idk.

20. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
Uhmm... forgotten.

21. Is number 4 single?
Uhh, I think so, I think.

22. Say something about number 2.
Maggie sister!

23. What would you say about number 3 and 6 being together?
I think Emily would be happy.

24. Describe number 9. one of the brothers?
Huh?

25. What will you do if number 6 and 7 fights?
Obviously stop them?

26. Who is number 6 having a relationship with?
Black marker.

27. Is number 9 a male or a female?
Female.

28. what is number 2 studying about?
Idk.

29. When was the last time you had a chat with number 3?
About 20 minutes ago.

30. What music band does number 8 like?
Idk.

31. Will you woo number 3?
She raped me already, Ughh-.-

32. How about 7?
She has got DF. HAHAHA.

33. Is number 4 single?
Haven't you ask that?!

34. What is the surname of number 5?
Tan.

35. What is the hobby for number 4?
Punching my boobs-.-

36. Do number 5 and 9 get along well?
Idk.

37. Where is number 2 studying at?
Somewhere in UK.

38. Say something casual to number 1.
I miss you Alan!

39. Have you ever developed feelings for number 8?
Friendship feelings, yes. Beyond that, NO WAY.

40. Where does number 9 live?
Jelapang.

41. What colour does number 3 like?
Green.

42. Are number 1 and 5 best friends?
Nopes, but they could be if they knew each other.

43. Tag 15 people to do this quiz.
The peeps from the above!

Two roads with brambles between them.

2009-03-27T10:04:00.000-07:00

*Yawns*
Today had PE and I seriously regretted running with Michelle and Jiarui. Their jogging speed is my running speed. Crazy, I almost died. Ate with netball mates during recess as planned yesterday. Great bonding, I guess, haha.

Then after eating we wanted to wish Levina happy birthday. All of us were hiding at the wall there when we saw her running(fyi she's having PE). Suddenly she just dashed out so fast that we didn't see. We all chased after her and shouting 'LEVINAAAA~! STOP!!!'. In the end we sang her birthday song at the foyer.

After school watched postponed juniors' match with Chong Boon. Lost. Lepak in school for awhile, then took bus. I slept in the bus like seriously tiring. Fizah have to even wake me up when she's going down. Then I falls back into my slumber again... Until one uncle woke me up. I OVERSLEPT IN THE BUS BY TWO STOPS. WHAT THE FUCK. Lucky he asked if I was going down since it's the last stop. Thank him for waking me up, thought idk how he know I was asleep. Either I looked funny, or I snored, or he's just a lecher like what Syafiq said.

I think I'm so tiring cuz' I ran too fast during PE or something. Just felt the energy's all gone. lol. IT'S SO EMBARRASSING, WHETHER HE'S A LECHER OR NOT. I OVERSLEPT AND DIDN'T NOTICE. HOW STUPID CAN I BE?! I'm seriously the number 1 blurqueen, ugghhhh-.-

Loud approving laughter.

2009-03-26T08:51:00.000-07:00

Haaiii.
today was great. I guess. Had great bonding time with my netballmates, awwww. Well, we were so bonding that we fed Michelle noodle. Took lots of photos and I took a video of how Emily fed Michelle. It's SUPERRRRRRRRRRRRR cute one lah. Will upload the video and photos on weekend :D

Then after that was juniors' match, like yesterday, lightning risk alert was announced straight after the second quarter, wth laaaaaaaaaaaa. In the end have to postpone. HAHA, REGENT LEADING OKAY, lol.

Michelle went home after the match. Before she leaves, she gave me and Fizah a hug each (this is what we call bonding, lol.). FYI this is the second time Michelle gave me a hug, haha^^ Decide to have recess with the whole netballmates tmrw, weird and crazy idea, but I love it x)

Currently is 00 02. Getting some sleep now, goodnight :)

I play, I play my best.

2009-03-21T05:44:00.000-07:00

Currently watching Pink Panther online. The show is really STUPID, haha. Okay main point.

Yesterday:
Had match with Unity Secondary, and YES, we won!!! But well, before the match, Yuxiang gave us this paper, it writes 'I play, I play my best.'. Were told to read this 10 times before th game starts, but I guess I didn't have the chance to. We were warming up in school for the game, and Iffah threw a ball right at my face. Okay not my face, my LIPS. LOL. It bled. Fizah says I kinda looked like a vampire when my lips was full of blood. Wasn't really good, obviously, since I can't stretch my lips. Meaning, I can't make big expressions-.-

Today:
Went out to Vivo with Emily and Fizah. Apparently I was late AGAIN. Sorry guys, I'll buy you two drinks, which I don't really wish to treat them, like duh-.- Then we trained to Vivo after meeting up. talk all the way about some stupid, funny stuff. Reached Vivo and walked around in the mall then proceeded to amphitheatre. Sat beside Azy. Watch the competition for an hour plus. Some were really nice. And yes, Liya, cheer up! I like the dance. And you all did your best :)

Decided to leave the amphitheatre cuz' our asses hurt after sitting for too long, lol. Ate at Banquet but unable to finish my fried oyster cuz' it was too spicy-.- Emily left while me and Fizah were still eating. After eating went up to the third floor and meet up with Akim. Sat at there for quite awhile. Akim was like bugging us to go Sentosa. I have no idea why though-.- Then we decided to train back CCK. Akim went to Ananas cafe to buy his dinner, then went home. So me and Fizah bought some food in Pasar Mlm and sat in under Fizah's block. Chat about loads of things. And evil stuff.

Happiness.

2009-03-17T06:33:00.000-07:00

Wasn't really feeling well x.x Had been down with flu and cough since last thursday and I haven't recovered! But well, Joseph told me to get well soon, THNKS JOSEPH :D

Sunday was pretty okay. Dad drove us to Suntec City for IT show and dinner. Otw there was really a crazy jam, so my whole family took out this sunglasses my dad's customer left in the car and CAMWHORED. Yes, camwhored. I know it sounds funny,but well, heard from my dad that the shades costs dearly, so might as well take some photo with it. In the end we laughed at our stupid camwhore. Finally reached Suntec after 1 hour-.-

The IT show was packed with people like crazy, yes, the people were like flooding out. In order to walk through the crowd, we have to SQUEEZE! Thought would be able to get a phone, turned out, my dad just want to look around and get some brochures for electronics, LOL.

Walked around B1 to look for a restaurant to settle for our dinner. Decided to eat in Crystal Jade restaurant. Makan-ed finished then we toured in the mall while dad went to return the shades to his customer who happens to be in Suntec City also.

Ytd was reeeaaallyyyyyy boring, well, except at late night, me and dad laughed about our farting, LOL. Yeaps, he told me how he farted so his customer wouldn't hear it and it's exceptionally stinky. So his customers were argueing at th backseat about who farted and who didn't. My dad says he was holding his laughter, haha.

Laughed our arses off, then I told my dad I farted in the library few days ago,and someone heard it, and obviously I'm embarrassed. And we laughed again. I know it's very crude to mention fart, well, whatever.

I hope this would last forever.
The happiness, the unbreakable bonding of every normal family would have.

PHOTOS: